15th Day Anxiety

Today is much more colder and windier than yesterday. Even I wear long sleeve I still feel cold so I wear a jacket with a hood. 

Today is also 15th of the month, araw ng sweldo para sa mga empleyadong tulad ko. I am expecting that I will be paid today for my 15 days of working. Iniisip ko din ang mga susunod kong plano pagkatapos ng araw na to.

Matagal ko na kasing pinaplano magresign sa trabaho ko. Tomorrow I will tell you why. IIniisip ko kung anong magiging consequences ng pipiliin ko. If I will resign where will I go? May nag-ooffer sakin na ibang trabaho kaya lang kalahati lang sya ng sweldo sa pinagtatrabahuhan ko ngayon. Pero pwede na rin kasi hindi buong araw ng maiispent ko sa work at isa pa malapit lang sa house namin. Kaya lang di rin sigurado na makakapasok ako dun, depende kasi kung may aalis sa position na aaplyan ko.

Sa madaling salita if I’m going to resign magbubuhay tambay na naman ako. So hindi naman pwedeng magbuhay tambay ako sa mahabang panahon. What will I do? Eh di mag-aapply uli. 

Another consequence of giving up my work is I will be free from this anxiety. I will be not involved anymore on wrong doings of my boss. YEHEY!


Philippians 4:6-7 (NIV)


6 “Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation,

by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.

7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding,

will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”
I agree, by His presence through prayer you’ll gonna have peace. It’s so amazing!

And by the way I bought a Mauvey Ever Bilena Matte Lipstick and two sponges tonight. 🙂

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